One Month

As many of you know, a month ago today, we lost 4 beautiful women in a car accident. When I received that phone call on Monday Evening I didn't believe what I heard, and in a way I still don't believe it. I still think that I could call you and that you would answer. That you would be able to offer me advice. In the past month I have learned a lot about myself. I have learned to cherish life a lot more. I have prayed to all four of our new angels every single day multiple times. I ask Megan advice still, just in a different way. The way she would invite herself over to my house after work so we could have "Broadway Hangouts." The way she would talk about Nick, you could tell that their love was something special. The way I thought I could tell her anything, and then two minutes later I knew Morgan's phone had a new message with that same secret. The relationship she had with Cassidy was extremely important to me. They would joke around about fashion and style. They would call each other names and smirk at each other because they could never truly be mad at each other. Megan would always call Cass ornery when she thought Cassidy was being a brat and I always laughed (though not always outside). The times spent in my basement with the Broadway Crew were times I will never forget. Whether it was playing scene-it or catch phrase, or just sitting around talking. The last time we all hung out we invited Morgan along with us. I always call those two twins because of how alike I thought they were. We all played pictionary together. We yelled at each other for being terrible drawers and the game lasted way longer than it should have. Steve and I tried to cheat and Megan caught us. We both were scorned at and we got "the look." The last time I talked to you was Friday February 17th. You were coming home and wanted to know when we were going to get together to catch up. I was going out of town to go skiing so I told you I would make it up to you next time you came home. When my time in Heaven comes, I promise I will take you to coffee. Thanks for being such an amazing person and an amazing friend. I will never forget you beautiful angel. See you soon.


-J-